I have been missing you a lot. I wish I could have expressed to you how much that I loved you and needed you, but in the end I know that you knew you were loved....and I can take solace in that. I pour every ounce of love I had and have for you and give it to our son. You would be so proud of the little man he is becoming. Man I wish you could be here to see him. That probably hurts me more than anything else.