It has been four long years since you have passed from this earth. I try so hard to stay strong. I struggle so much in my life. I miss you so much. I visited your grave lasts weekend with Levi and Tyler. They are both getting so big. Your baby is 4 year's old now. I wish you could have seen him grow up. If you could have just hung in there a little longer we could have had such a happy life together. I think of you just about every day. Today is really hard but I am doing the best I can. I will see you again one day. I love you.